Job Interview

  I had my first job interview today, and I think I fucking bombed it. I forgot to ask some questions about the company, and my mother told me at the end that I fu*king bombed my chance for a job.  I did the best that I could, but she doesn't think so, and she called me a fucking bitch that can't do anything right. And for a few moments I actually agree with her that I can't do anything right. Sometimes I wished that I shouldn't of been born since it would made my mom's life a lot easier without me. 

I thought of the things that I am fu*king bad at, and decided to share it with you guys:

-  doing the right thing

- Being a good daughter to my mother

- being a good person

I am asking you guys if you could ask god if he can give me the job, so I can show my mother that I am someone who can do the right thing.